the seizures are back

This week has gone from confused, annoyed and depressed.
through frustrated, tears, vertigo, aphasia, afraid, angry...
Seizures are back.  The Complex Partial/deja vu ones.  I've had 4 in 3 weeks.  Dr. Butthead raised a med a bit. I guess that's okay.  It's only been one day since he did this.  I shouldn't expect a dramatic change this soon.  It was annoying to have one in Target, though.  Grrrr
Change of plans for a trip again.  I'll go up and back Chattanooga in one day.  See Roy, come back.  It adds another state and show, too.  Cool!
The following day Roy has added something really neat.  A songwriting class.  It's held at the same UU as the show next week.  I wasn't going to go to this.  It's $25 and I have no clue what I would write.  I thought if I went to a class like that I'd just be sitting there with my guitar, staring around.
Then last night something amazing happened!!!  I woke around 1 or 2 with one sentence.  Then one more.  Then one more.  I turned on the light, found paper and wrote them down.  Before I knew it, I had two or three of these medium notebook pages filled with sentences.  It's beyond a kernel of an idea.  It's a harvest!  I'm going to write something about my relationship with Markus and the accident/injury.  I plan to blend them together.  So much of one matches the other.  If all goes well, it will sound as though I could be singing about either one separately.  Like one of those double-image photos.  Can you see it both ways?
I said I'd learn Roy's new song.  I was going to post a cover by tomorrow night, but no.  I'd rather work out the nit grit for the songwriting class.  Including a possible melody?  Dunno.

My new schedule for the weekend is this:
Fri 10/21 visit unemployment office.  What's up?
Fri 10/21 camp at Occupy Atlanta
Sat 10/22 to Chattanooga, see Roy's show, come home
Sun 10/23 occupy Atlanta all day, do songwriting class, return to camp?
Mon 10/24 home, apply for SSDI
Tue 10/25 to Clemson??